depressed

i was kind of depressed again.
don't know why..
maybe just pressure..

令人心碎的 桂冠湯圓

記得剛來美國的時候
最喜歡吃的就是桂冠芝麻湯圓還有義美小泡芙
都是我從小吃到大最愛的食物 “之一"

不過... 這兩次 (今年）買桂冠芝麻湯圓都是
怎麼煮都是破的硬的 超難吃的
第一次我以為是我沒煮好
第二次也是這樣 仔細一看都是破的 ...

想說好吧 再去買一盒
這次回美國想到要來吃湯圓
滿心期待 香甜軟Q的桂冠湯圓
咬一口緩緩流出黑色的芝麻~~

結果.... 這次
還是ㄧ樣又破又硬 我不知道怎麼形容
二十幾年來從沒看過這種破的碎碎的硬湯圓
馬上吐出來...
我只能說有點像是 沾到泥沙的髒石頭

原本我們懷疑這是中國盜版黑心貨
結果晴天霹靂...
仔細看袋子上寫說 made in china.... X| ~~~~
全部都進垃圾桶了...

這是湯圓嗎?????

Best parents ever

There was one thing that I learned from chatting with my mom this morning.

They love and have loved me so much that I definitely want to give back and give more to them. When I was young, I was always thinking that they loved my bro more, but now I think maybe they love me more. (It is a feeling that they care me so much. I think they love me in the appropriate amount as they love my bro. Just I can't measure love.) There wasn't a thing that they treated us differently because our difference in gender. Neither did they lower their expectation because I am a girl. They are the best parents ever! I don't think that taking care of my parents is only my bro's responsibility just because he is my bro, a man in my family. I don't have this, people may say, traditional Taiwanese thinking, because i was raised with the best love and the way of thinking. I am the person who I am and am not giving up because of anything. This is the way we love our love.