luckier than a lot of people

I'm pretty satisfied and happy for most of the times.
Really luckier than a lot of people.

Sometimes my energy drops. Not because I suddenly
hate my life or hate what I am doing --
It's like driving across Arizona.

Sometimes you would feel bored and lonely
when on a really long road without seeing any other cars pass by.
But, you would also be amazed by spectacular scenery of mountains or the river.
Those breathtaking moments take away all your painful feelings.

I am JUST impatient with my relatively slow speed and anxious
as comparing my progress with how fast Earth spins (or how fast a baby grows?)
I can't lie to you: I dreamed of flying, but then worried about missing all those funny-shaped cacti--they make me laugh.

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Final thoughts:
It's life. I need something to take away my exhaustion. Perhaps the postponed honeymoon would do it?

it wasn't/ isn't an easy ride

This song reminds me the most difficult time in recent years. Falling in love was easy but the rest wasn't an easy ride. 'We're always fighting what we're feeling...' I really appreciate the peaceful moments we are having.



Human. Lyrics.

Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind,
all these ups and downs,
they trip up our good intentions,
nobody said this was easy ride.

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’ after all

Can we get back to the point of this conversation,
when we saw things through each others eyes,
cause now all I see is ruin and devastation,
we all need some place we can hide inside and

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’

I’m smart enough to know,
that life goes by,
and it leaves a trail of broken hearts behind,

if you feel I’m letting go,
just give me time,
I’ll come running to your side,

Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind cause

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
After all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’ after all

Any other reason
to stay instead of leavin’
after all, yeah