願有多大 力就有多大

今天發現兩件事情 讓我思考了一陣子:

一。原本想Google一個我小時候在安親班結交的小朋友，叫做董欣瑾。如果印象沒錯的話。沒找到之後，不知道為什麼突然想起一個小學朋友，發現有好多關於他的連結，近看是他撰寫有名雜誌社文章，應該是很受歡迎。他小時候就很有文學才華，很聰明的一個人。

二。看到關於朋友的一些照片。才知道原來他們夫妻繼承家業，有自在的生活方式，可以到處旅遊拓展經歷。也許是我認識裡目前唯一出國後回來繼承家業的人，但是很幸福快樂地就像童話裡願望實現一樣。

回頭想，一陣子空白，我知道我想要什麼喜歡什麼嗎? 又回到原來的路上，似乎只有一條路可以走，所有人都義無返顧一直向前; 我呆立著思考著是不是走錯了路? 前面的山頭有我想看的風景嗎? 前面的海岸是波光粼璃還是暗潮洶湧?

短期內好像還是要寫我的proposal才是。

dream - friend's wedding?

今天很早強迫自己醒來 （因為昨天懶散得睡到10點半才醒）
但是手臂因為關鬧鐘有點抽筋了 好痛！ XD

該是吃善純的時候了...

突然想起來我做了一個很絢麗的夢。
夢到我朋友要結婚了
（這朋友'好像'是高中同學 後來'看起來又很像'是一對iu念書已經結婚的同學）
夢裡 我從美國趕回去 一直趕到的時候 剛好遇到怡君 已經錯過開場了
場地很大很壯觀
包紅包的時候 還很緊張有沒有帶錢 身上錢繳出去後 已經身無分文
遇到黃主任跟以前的家教學生 還是一樣靦腆純真的笑
我說沒有看到開場 他們形容給我聽 或者放影片給我看

新娘穿很華麗的金色鑲邊白紗 大概princess型的 看過最美的紗
一個人帶舞群進場 她們在跳舞的時候 真是令人讚歎
而且這個夢我看得見顏色！
只是沒看到新郎 也沒真正看到新娘 又匆匆地離開了...

昨天傍晚才跟好朋友討論他們是不是有結婚可能
就做夢 只能說 結婚這件事真是太複雜了。

Teaching the new course this semester

I was (maybe still 'am') not a big fan of my Tuesday class for the following reasons:

1. Tuesday is right after Monday... End of my leisure time...
2. Tuesday class is the first class I teach every week. And as you can expect, I feel I didn't do my best teaching them.. because I also do better in my Friday section even when I've done okay on Tuesday.
   
3. Students in this Tuesday class seem not as interesting as students in my Friday section. Maybe because people get more interesting when it's getting close to weekends.. just my new theory!

However, I find several interesting people in the Tuesday section today :) One of them was interested in getting to know me and she is also a master's student here. She said she studied Buddhism and went meditation for 3 years. Wow. I should ask her if she recommends books or just general questions about meditation. The other student is just funny talking about the weather and being proud of herself (and maybe me) that she came to classes in this snowy day without having any insurance!

Also, I think I like being honest with these young folks. This course is unlike the course I taught before and this course is structured differently and I will do my best to help bridge the connections better. They all nodded and smiled. Great kids!