過敏 -

星期四的時候 去做過敏測試
記得小時候也有做過
可是沒有這次這麼仔細 又這麼壯觀 :P
(我知道你們想看照片 可是我不敢拍）

測了一百零七樣東西
也就是我被尖尖的東西戳了一百零七個加上兩個對照組的洞
我的手上現在都是針孔 = =

說一下結果好了
我對食物過敏多到幫我測驗的人都不敢相信 還請別人來確定

beef, pork, chicken, codfish, tuna, clam, shrimp, wheat, apple, banana, white grape, strawberry, watermelon, basil, paprika, casein, egg white, egg yolk, milk, and yeast.

再來是環境的
almost all tree pollens (14 kinds), 1/2 grass pollens(7 kinds), most weed pollens (7 kinds), most molds (10 kinds), cockroach, feathers, dust mites, cat and dog.

接下來兩個禮拜 醫生要我不要吃所有我過敏的東西 = =
所以我不能吃牛肉 豬肉 雞肉 蛋 牛奶 麥跟酵母(麵 麵包 餅乾...）蝦子 蛤 香蕉 蘋果 葡萄 草莓 西瓜 還有羅勒葉也不行

所以 我很有佛緣 都要吃青菜豆腐了..
這也讓我想到一首歌..

---楊丞琳 過敏---
才發現　我正擱淺在愛情過敏的季節
過敏源　是對你的思念
我想我才了解　我正停格在愛情過敏的季節
季節沒改變　是想念沒斷線

夕陽 飛 靜靜地

還記得 十年前
每一顆橘紅色的美好夕陽嗎
潮起潮落 不斷地說著我們的故事嗎
那個用百分之百不顧一切付出的幸福
小心翼翼對摺的信簽 裝得滿滿的紙片愛心
一張淺綠色從北門到淡水的車票
那是你教我體會愛情的細緻微妙

接下來的日子 我學會飛 看見很大的世界
遇到很多有趣的人 也遇見對我很好的人 我喜歡的人
有時候我不懂得珍惜 有時候傷了人
我很慢才體會到愛一個人 是要如何付出

也許 我的學習總是比不上世界的變化
總是想有一天 越飛越遠越高
一直到今天 我累了痛了 不想再飛了
於是 我決定收起翅膀 就這樣靜靜地...

是雨是淚 ？

夜裡雷電 像是閃爍星子 打亮了心海上
那一抹漂流浮沉的感情
一盞盞路燈 孤立在空曠的崖邊
淒美的枯枝 無限延伸向那 紫色天際
滂沱大雨裡
撐起一把傘
雨滴
滑 落 交 錯
在剎那的滿足微笑裡
誰企圖 捕捉 永恆

Emily 0424 2007

Allergy specialist

That was a nice clinic with a few patients waiting and reading in the lobby. There were several nice pictures on the walls.
I spent a couple of hours completing the paper work in the lobby as well. Then I was called into one small room and another room with pink chairs, taken a picture of myself as a patient, and taken care by several ladies, who work there.

I felt extremely fatigued this morning. I moved slowly, talked weiredly, and thought unclearly. I waited in the chamber with a nicely carved wooden table, four chairs, and a box filled with toys for another half hour.

Another lady finally walked in the silence, and asked me if i would mind a friend of mine coming in with me. I don't mind.
The doctor later came in and spoke in an interesting way, with courtsey. She wore a piece of clothe, which has many large colorful flowers on it. She asked me to scale how bad the allergy I have, how much it has bothered me. On a scale from 0 to 10, I said 8.5.

With the 8.5 corn allergy and possibily something else, I was told to cirtle the things I ate twice a week. It was ... a long list. I was glad to know I am healthy enough to be able to eat so many different kinds of food. On the other hand, this long list means I need to do that many stings for the allergy skin test and , most of all, need to pay that much expenses.

Another lady, who came in with the flower doctor, demonstrated us how to use epi-pen, after introducing how serious the allergy could be. It was scaring but also interesting to learn how to use epi-pen. That was a nice conversation to listen to her explaining the side effects of the medication they prescribed for me to release allergy before the test -- i might start to dislike people.

When we went to the front dest, we asked the lady to give us some ideas how much it would cost for the skin test next week. She billed us $170 for talking to the doctor with large flowers and other ladies as well as sitting in different small rooms for a whole morning. She then gave us an unclear idea for the cost for the test -- it depends. It cost some people about a thousand and some people over a thousand.

i am hoping to go back to Taiwan soon...

豔陽下

今天Bloomington很熱
很亮很亮的太陽
考完期末考之後
我跟朋友去 outdoor pool 游泳

換氣的時候還要閉著眼睛
不流動的空氣 載著一種莫名沈重

記得還在明倫的時候 期末幾天 太陽很大
孩子跟我在中庭晒雙胞胎太陽能熱水器
晒得頭暈暈的

跟今天一樣 只是我不只是頭暈而已 :<
也許我沒有那麼想要結束 那麼想要開始
豔陽下 失去方向 ....