I just drove by.

I just drove by. Lyrics.
I always go the other way but my car drove me down today
To a little house on the older side of town
Back when things were never hard I used to play there in that yard
And I just drove by to see if things had changed
Cokes were just a nickel then and across the street at the five and ten
A lot of things were cheap and square and strange
And the life that we had might have been but it was one we loved believin' in
And I just drove by to see if things had changed
I wondered now if love is still the way it was back then
I need to know that life is still a place worth livin' in
There it is just like it was a house where there was always love
And I just drove by to see if things had changed
[ guitar ]
In a world that seen it's better days it's good to know some things remain the same
Though standing still is not times way
Take to heart while in it's spring oh love is just a fragile thing
And I just drove by to see if things had changed
I wondered now if love is still the way it was back then...
I just drove by to see if things had changed

賀 免疫系統第一次作用。

好像做了一個很長的夢

夢裡 沒有過去 沒有未來

只有很多泡泡劇

還有一對生病 以致在家的娃娃 + 複雜的事都不能做所以懶洋洋的媽媽

其實只過了一個(漫長的)禮拜 ...

爸爸好像也感冒了?

my seperation anxiety

i can't feel myself. it's extremely difficult for me not seeing ian for such a long time (perhaps just 2 hours so far.) And my heart sinks when i find myself forget to say goodbye to ian. and he must be so confused and maybe sad if he already learns this expression because he doesn't know if we are coming back for him.

i am so nervous. anxious. we both cried when driving away from his nanny's. :(

夢見老師。

又一次夢見陳佩正老師。這次他已經康復回到學校教課。我感動的抱住他! 問他有沒有聽到我們錄給他的那些對話。他點頭說有。我不好意思的說，後來好一段時間沒有錄了。他的辦公室變得很現代化很新穎，（整棟樓都是新的，他好像還是穿著涼鞋）不變的是，我還是坐在他對面的椅子上，聽著他說最近教學上的創新跟發現，還帶著他給我的一堆資料回家研究，隔天要跟著老師的班上去陽明山戶外上課。

一切都好真實，尤其是那個等了好久，令人掉淚的擁抱。

屋漏偏逢連夜雨。

話說，我們住的公寓跟從前indiana的CV比起來真是十萬八千里。

浴室有個氣窗，每逢下雨或融雪就會漏水。上個月開始，水壓不足，洗澡洗一半會停水，或是馬桶沖水之後，洗手台就會沒有水。昨天開始，洗手台的水龍頭漏水，今天發現，洗手台下的櫃子大淹水。

更不用說，隔壁每天清晨五六點開始在木地板乒乒碰碰爆走狂跑（牆壁的這一邊不巧就是我們的床...），又時常哭天搶地的小女孩了。

雖然現在想起來CV也是偶爾有浴室洗手台的問題...。

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今天發現，原來travel medical insurance (幾乎所有北美的都是一樣) 沒有cover預產期九週內的旅行。我的Bloomington trip到底該怎麼辦???

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